You might wanna listen to these:

• Harry Styles & Sam McCarthy - Don’t Let Me Go [download]
• The Neighbourhood - Say My Name/Cry Me A River [download]
• Mike Dingham - Great Escape [download]
• Ka Lia Yang - Sunset (Sexy Babies) [download]
• GroupLove - Ways To Go [download]
• He Is We - Skip To The Good Part [download]
• Tori Kelly - Fill A Heart [download]
• Cody Simpson - Fill A Heart (cover) [download]
• Jamestown Story - One Of Those Days [download]
• Victor King - Through Thick & Thin [download]
• Alyssa Bernal - Cali Cali Cali [download]
• Jessie J ft. Big Sean & Dizzee Rascal - Wild [download]
• Selena Gomez - Forget Forever [download]
• Megan Nicole - Summer Forever [download]
• Cute Is What We Aim For - Next To Me [download]
• Parachute - Can’t Help [download]
• The Cataracs ft. Luciana - Big Dipper [download]
• Martin Solveig & The Cataracs ft. Kyle - Hey Now [download]
• Phillip Phillips - Gone, Gone, Gone [download]
• David Choi - Missing Piece [download]
• Mike Posner - The Way It Used To Be [download]

ALBUMS:

• The Neighbourhood - I Love You [torrent file]
• New Politics - A Bad Girl In Harlem [torrent file]
• The Goo Goo Dolls - Magnetic [torrent file]
• Sleeping With Sirens - Feel [torrent file]
• Daft Punk - Random Access Memories [torrent file]
• Hunter Hayes - Hunter Hayes [torrent file]
• Lady Antebellum - Golden [torrent file]
• 30 Seconds To Mars - Love Lust Faith + Dreams [torrent file]
• City and Colour - The Hurry and the Harm [torrent file]
• Jimmy Eat World - Damage [torrent file]
• Demi Lovato - DEMI [torrent file]

REMINDER:

To play/download songs, simply click on the link. Right-click on the audio player and then hit “save video as..” Make sure to save it as an MP3 file. You’re welcome.

Anyway, here are the previous lists: Song Suggestions:

#19, #18, #17, #16, #15, #14, #13, #12, #11, #10, #9, #8, #7, #6, #5, #4, #3, #2, #1

Bago pa man nagsimula ang pasukan nilubos na namin ni Kristina ‘yung mga huling gabi na pwede kaming magpuyat pareho. Maayos naman naming nagawa ‘yun, puro kami TV series, mga movies at kwentuhan. Kahit ano na lang pinaggagagawa namin para lang ma-enjoy ‘yung mga natitirang araw namin. (Parang madedeads lang? Lol) Sa huling gabi namin bago magsimula ang pasukan, maaga kaming natulog pareho para maaga akong gumising kinabukasan. Natulog nga kami nang maaga, nagising ako nang maaga, pero fail pa rin.

SIYA: Bakit ka na-late? Eh diba maaga tayo natulog kagabi?
AKO: Maaga nga. Maaga naman ako nagising.. Late nga lang bumangon. Hahaha!

10:30AM na nga ‘yung pasok ko, 11:00AM naman akong dumating ng school. Napagalitan tuloy ako ng bestfriend ko. Pero ayos lang, first day pa naman eh. Wala pang matinong classes tsaka no show ‘yung ibang prof. Magmula nun maaga na kaming natutulog gabi-gabi para maaga akong gumising. Tsaka napagkasunduan namin na uuwi agad ako ng maaga para makapag-catch up kami kasi hindi na nagkakasundo ‘yung schedule namin lalo pa ngayon na may trabaho na siya at paiba-iba ‘yung shift. Kapag late ‘yung uwi ko, pwede niya akong pagdudahan at i-“hot seat” kasi nga girlfriend ko siya at karapatan niya ‘yun. Pero IF AND ONLY IF hindi lang ako nakapagpaalam sa kanya na late akong makakauwi, tutal alam naman niya ‘yung buong schedule ko sa sem na ‘to.

Madalas pareho kaming umuuwing pagod kaya minsan nakakatulugan ko siya pagkagaling kong school. Okay, so hindi pala “minsan” kundi “madalas.” Kaya napapadalas ‘yung tampuhan namin. Isang beses nun sa sobrang pagod namin pareho, nagkapikunan kaming dalawa. Akala ko nga nun hindi na niya ako kakausapin kasi nabwiset siya sa’kin.

SIYA: Let’s not talk tonight if you’ll just act and talk to me like that

Ang taray niya nun pramis. Nakakatakot. Hahaha. Sa sobrang inis ko rin sa kanya nun, hinayaan ko lang siya magalit sa’kin.

After 20-25mins, hindi ko rin natiis.

AKO: Gising ka pa ba?
Kung gising ka pa, can you go on Skype please?
Alam kong ayaw mo ‘kong makausap pero kahit hindi ka magsalita, ako na lang.
Aantayin kita dun bago ako kumain.
SIYA: I’m there

Pagkatapos nun naging okay din kami ulit. Hindi niya rin ako kayang tiisin eh. Masyado akong mahal. Hahaha quits lang, kasi masyado ko rin siyang mahal.

Pero hindi pa natapos dun, marami pa akong nagagawang atraso sa kanya. Mga malilit na bagay lang naman. Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ba ako sa sarili ko o matutuwa dahil dun. On the bright side kasi ‘yun lang mga nagagawa kong kasalanan. Hindi ‘yung tipong lumalandi sa iba o ano pang mortal sin na pwedeng gawin sa isang napakabuting girlfriend. On the downside naman, nakakalungkot kasi nadi-disappoint ko siya. Lagi kong sinasabing magbabago na ako, na babaguhin ko na ‘yung pagiging sobrang antukin ko’t tamad, eh kaso mahirap pa rin. Hindi pa sanay katawan ko. May matinding hangover pa ako sa bakasyon. Kaya tuloy pagkauwi ko ng bahay, tapon ng bag, tapon ng sarili sa kama, knockout na. Nakakahiya na magsorry kay Kristina, kasi halos nagiging “routine” ko na ‘yun. Puro lang ako sorry :( Nakakakonsensya na. Dapat talaga baguhin ko na ‘to kung gusto kong magwork out ang relationship namin. Not to mention, malayo pa kami sa isa’t isa..

Tsaka regular classes na next week. Dapat matino na ako, pati body clock ko. Kaya ko ‘to, mehn. Kakayanin.. para sa sarili ko, para sa kanya, para sa amin.

• COUSIN: I'm an optimist.
• ME: Prime?

• Ako: Pick-up line tayo.
• Siya: Sige!
• Ako: Pangit ka ba?
• Siya: Bakit?
• Ako: Hindi mo alam? Hahaha! Joke lang, eto na talaga. Pangit ka ba?
• Siya: Ayusin mo yan! O bakit?
• Ako: Nakalimutan mo agad? Hahahaha! De joke lang, eto na talaga. Promise.
• Siya: Ayoko na.
• Ako: Hindi. Last na talaga. Pangit ka ba?
• Siya: Bakit?
• Ako: Ni-reremind ko lang. Hahahaha!

We’ve messaged each other minutes ago, but it already feels like hours.
We’ve talked on the line hours ago, but it already feels like days.
We’ve been officially together for 30 days, but it already feels like years.
We’ve known each other for years, but it already feels like a lifetime.

We had the “right love at the wrong time” kind of thing back when we first met. But that didn’t stop us from being attracted to one another, especially on my part. Admittedly, when I first saw you, I knew there was something about you I just couldn’t resist, yet it was also something I couldn’t quite put my finger on. Puzzled and curious as I was, I allowed my interest to take over. I took my chances in catching your attention by annoying you and playfully hitting on you. My little plan worked and I got the attention I needed. We got to talking and I pulled out all the best corny lines I could ever come up with to make you laugh and have a good time talking to me. We were talking about the most random things and we somehow instantly “clicked.” My weirdness was compatible with your weirdness as well as my humor with yours.

From that point on, we just couldn’t go on a day without talking to each other till it became part of our routine. I’d wake up in the morning, excited to talk to you about the most insignificant things and laugh about the things that went horribly wrong that day. One time you had your moment of having  a series of unfortunate events and I just laughed at you. A few days later, I ended up having the same fate. You laughed at me, too. The moment we realized we’ve been through the same sort of terrible thing, we just ended up laughing together. It’s those little things I have always loved about you—the way you just seem to get me.

Happy as were then being “more than friends but less than lovers”, we still weren’t able to avoid facing different problems. Most of the time I ended up keeping my distance from you. I never really wanted for it to happen, but due to the circumstances, I had no other choice. My mind told me it was best, but my heart always said no. It happened a few more times and I still did the same old thing. And every single time I had left you, I have always regretted it.

Fast-forwarding now—to this point in time when we’re no longer “more than friends but less than lovers” but instead, “best friends and sweet lovers”, I’m just really thankful because of you. After everything we’re been through, after everything you had to put up with me, you’re still there. Never leaving my side for anything or for anyone. You showed me patience, you shared my pain and you took them away, you gave me love.. more than I deserve, more than I need, more than I could ever ask for.

I know I’m not the perfect boyfriend and I’m far from those guys in romantic movies that say the right words at the right time to the right girl. Nor do I always charm you with my wit and humor, because I know I’m not always funny, cos even my humor takes its days off sometimes. I know I may end up saying stuff and doing things that might upset you, piss you off or make you sad, but those aren’t really my intention. Because in truth, I’m just really trying my best.. to keep you, to love you and to make you happy the way you make me happy because I feel your love as you feel mine.

I just wanna be where you are right now. Holding you, kissing you, cuddling with you, watching our favorites movies and TV shows together, listening to mushy tunes… I just want to show you how much I love you, so intensely and infinitely. I love you for a million reasons, but the main reason is because you are YOU. And there’s nothing I would want you to change about that, because you are such a wonderful person and I’m thankful that I get to see that everyday and be fortunate to call you mine.

My darling, you are my sweet angel, the one guiding me through my toughest times in this life. You are also my princess, the one I’d willingly protect and fight for. And you are my one true love, the one I know in my heart I’d be loving forevermore.

The first month was amazing. And if the first one was amazing, I wonder how amazing the next months would be like. I can’t wait to spend more days with you, months, years and a whole lifetime :) I love you, darling. Happy 1st to us both!

kayepooot:

Today’s the first time we’ll celebrate our first month that we’re officially together. Man, it simply has that some sort of nice ring to it whenever I say that “we’re officially together” :> Just one month but it already feels like we’re together for quite a long time now well, baby it’s been almost two years since you came into my life anyway and you know me now like my bestfriend does if not more.

You’re the one who brought colour back into my life. I know we had shades of grey here and there but we managed to paint them with different colours of love. Baby, now that you’re mine, I will do whatever it takes to keep you mine forever because your voice is the sound I want to hear for all eternity. Your face is the image I want to see every waking morning til we turn old and grey. And your touch, your warm embrace will always be the comforting home I want to come back to every night for the rest of my life.

Everyday, you give me lots of reasons to love you more. Just like what I always tell you, I will never get tired of telling you this, I promise to love you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. I promise to stay by your side even if the whole world decided to turn their back against you. I promise to keep you happy for as long as I can. Lastly, I promise that I will try my very best not to hurt you cos knowing that you’re hurt will break my heart into a million pieces.

I love you, Jeff forever and always, all ways. You’ll have my heart, infinity times infinity :***********

I love you so much, hun :* 1 month down, forever more to go :****

5th letter! That means last day na (if hindi pa kami natuloy sa pag-uwi kahapon). I probably can’t imagine my excitement right now. I’m finally coming home!

Siguro by now, kung hindi kita narereplyan o ano, walang signal kasi nagbabyahe pa kami o lowbat lang talaga phones ko. But don’t fret, once I get the chance to message you again, I will. I promise. Kahit tulog ka na, gigisingin kita. Hahaha :))

So today on this last day, I want you to listen to our favorite song cos I’ll be listening to it, too. Wala, gusto ko lang mag-sync ‘yung LSS natin sa araw na ‘to. HAHAHA! Pagbigyan mo na lang ako, okay.

• Chase Coy ft. Colbie Caillat - If The Moon Fell Down Tonight

Everytime I see your smile 
It makes my heart beat fast
And though it’s much too soon to tell
I’m hoping this will last

Cause I just always wanna have you right here by my side
The future’s near but never certain
At least stay here for just tonight

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right 
Along the way

I just can’t get you off my mind
And why would I even try? 
Cause even when I close my eyes
I dream about you all the time

I just always wanna have you right here by my side. 
The future’s near but never certain 
So please stay here for just tonight 

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right 
Along the way

And even if the moon fell down tonight
There’d be nothing to worry about at all
Because you make the whole world shine
As long as you’re here everything will be alright

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must of done something right 
Along the way

Allow me take this chance na rin to thank you. Thank you for being so wonderful since the time we’ve been together. I know we’ve only been officially together for a few weeks but it already feels like forever. I guess that’s cos we’ve known each other for more or less 2yrs now. I’m sorry, baby, I can hardly remember. You know how bad I am with dates and all. So going back to what I was saying.. Thank you, baby, for filling my days with smiles and laughter. Thank you for the crazy butterflies I get in my tummy, for understanding me when I’m being stupid and for being patient with me when I’m hard to please (but usually it’s the other way around hahaha I love you). Thank you for giving me another chance everyday to prove to you that I can love you more and more each time. I can honestly believe that it’s possible because you give me tons of reasons to do so. You may not be perfect, but you’re the best. You’re what I want, what I need and more.

Ah, I just can’t wait to come home to you, baby :) And be able to spend time with you again, to make up for the days I wasn’t around that much. Once I’m home, I’ll be all yours. No distractions, no interruptions. It’ll be just you and me. Just us, baby.

I miss you.

I love you.

I’ll be home soon.

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Makakapanchicks na ulit ako! Kasi ikaw chick ko ;)

I’m on with my 4th letter na. I’m making progress. Yay! But I’m sorry if my letters have been a bit crappy lately. I didn’t make them to take your breath away. Hahaha. I just made them to let you know that I’m always thinking of you, that not a single day passes by without me having thoughts of you in my mind. And also to let you know na hindi ako nanchichicks. Yes, def that too.

Kung hindi tuloy uwi namin ngayon (22nd), baby, baka sa 23rd pa. I hope you’d be able to wait for me. Cos ako, hindi eh. Hindi na ako makapag-antay. I’m sure ngayong araw na ‘to mas gugustuhin ko lang na nasa bahay ako, kausap ka habang nanunuod tayo ng movie or TV show. Tapos kukulitin kita nang mga tanong ko kapag napanuod mo na ‘yun, tas sasabihin mo lang lagi sa’kin, “Baby, waaaatch.” “Watch kasi.” Or kapag pareho pa nating hindi pa napapanuod, hihirit ka ng mga panghuhula mo. Kesyo ganito, ganun ang mangyayari. Ganito, ganun si ano at si ano, tas si ano din. Hahaha. Nakakamiss pramis. Dapat pagkauwi ko, baby, gawin natin ulit ‘yun ha? Kahit may insecurities ako kay *insert name here* manunod tayo ng Finding Nemo. Hahaha inside joke.

Anyway, baby. Pwede ka na ba ulit mag-DL? Cos here are the torrents of Downton Abbey, Seasons 1-3: link :D

Ngayong Wednesday, gusto ko pakinggan mo ‘tong kantang ‘to:

• Plain White T’s - Hey There Delilah

“Don’t you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it’s my disguise
I’m by your side”

As for the song of the night, I know medyo common na pero it’s one of my favorites and it’s my lullaby tonight. Sinet ko kasi ‘yung mga songs na pinamimigay ko sa’yo as my lullabies on that day :)) Baduy ko ba? Hahaha sorry na. Pagbigyan mo na ako kasi namimiss lang kita. Di bale, 1 day na lang! Or baka nga we’re already on our way home by now :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Wala nang mga chicks, mga chicken na lang.

Sana masaya araw mo today :) I hope you didn’t skip your meals. Sana enough din ‘yung tulog mo, baby. Huwag kang nagpupuyat ha. And most importantly, huwag na ‘wag mong pagpupuyatan ang ibang lalake :( Hahaha seryoso, baby. HUWAG.

May 21st na nga pala, baby. 3 araw na tayong hindi nakakapag-usap nang maayos. Kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung wala ako dun kina Auntie at nasa Mental Institution na ako. Nabaliw na yata sa sobrang pagkakamiss sa’yo. Hahaha. Malamang matindi na pangungulila ko sa’yo kaya sa tingin ko itong kantang ‘to ang bagay sa araw na ‘to:

• Michael Alvarado ft. Carissa Rae - Missin’ You Like Crazy

When we're not together I think about you all the time 
I keep your picture in my wallet to remind me that you're mine 
Life is not worth livin' unless you're right here by my side 
I'll love you now and forever and until the day I die 

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone 
I'd rather have you here with me 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

These arms they feel so empty without you here inside 
This heart it can't do nothin' without your love supply 
Your lips are so delicious, the sweetest ones I've found 
These lips they get no lovin' when you're not around 

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone 
I'd rather have you here with me 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

Just me and my morning coffee 
Thinkin' bout how you got me 
Inside your heart, wherever you are 
Baby now don't you worry 
I'll come runnin' to you in a hurry 
When you reappear, I'll be waiting here 
and I'll be singin'... 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

Missin' you like crazy (x2)

I’ll play this song on the 21st. The whole day if kakayanin ng tenga ko. Hahaha. Pero good news, baby, 2 days na lang! :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Maraming chicks dito sa probinsya. ‘Yung sisiw.