Cereals for Breakfast

You might wanna listen to these:

• Harry Styles & Sam McCarthy - Don’t Let Me Go [download]
• The Neighbourhood - Say My Name/Cry Me A River [download]
• Mike Dingham - Great Escape [download]
• Ka Lia Yang - Sunset (Sexy Babies) [download]
• GroupLove - Ways To Go [download]
• He Is We - Skip To The Good Part [download]
• Tori Kelly - Fill A Heart [download]
• Cody Simpson - Fill A Heart (cover) [download]
• Jamestown Story - One Of Those Days [download]
• Victor King - Through Thick & Thin [download]
• Alyssa Bernal - Cali Cali Cali [download]
• Jessie J ft. Big Sean & Dizzee Rascal - Wild [download]
• Selena Gomez - Forget Forever [download]
• Megan Nicole - Summer Forever [download]
• Cute Is What We Aim For - Next To Me [download]
• Parachute - Can’t Help [download]
• The Cataracs ft. Luciana - Big Dipper [download]
• Martin Solveig & The Cataracs ft. Kyle - Hey Now [download]
• Phillip Phillips - Gone, Gone, Gone [download]
• David Choi - Missing Piece [download]
• Mike Posner - The Way It Used To Be [download]

ALBUMS:

• The Neighbourhood - I Love You [torrent file]
• New Politics - A Bad Girl In Harlem [torrent file]
• The Goo Goo Dolls - Magnetic [torrent file]
• Sleeping With Sirens - Feel [torrent file]
• Daft Punk - Random Access Memories [torrent file]
• Hunter Hayes - Hunter Hayes [torrent file]
• Lady Antebellum - Golden [torrent file]
• 30 Seconds To Mars - Love Lust Faith + Dreams [torrent file]
• City and Colour - The Hurry and the Harm [torrent file]
• Jimmy Eat World - Damage [torrent file]
• Demi Lovato - DEMI [torrent file]

REMINDER:

To play/download songs, simply click on the link. Right-click on the audio player and then hit “save video as..” Make sure to save it as an MP3 file. You’re welcome.

Anyway, here are the previous lists: Song Suggestions:

#19, #18, #17, #16, #15, #14, #13, #12, #11, #10, #9, #8, #7, #6, #5, #4, #3, #2, #1

Bago pa man nagsimula ang pasukan nilubos na namin ni Kristina ‘yung mga huling gabi na pwede kaming magpuyat pareho. Maayos naman naming nagawa ‘yun, puro kami TV series, mga movies at kwentuhan. Kahit ano na lang pinaggagagawa namin para lang ma-enjoy ‘yung mga natitirang araw namin. (Parang madedeads lang? Lol) Sa huling gabi namin bago magsimula ang pasukan, maaga kaming natulog pareho para maaga akong gumising kinabukasan. Natulog nga kami nang maaga, nagising ako nang maaga, pero fail pa rin.

SIYA: Bakit ka na-late? Eh diba maaga tayo natulog kagabi?
AKO: Maaga nga. Maaga naman ako nagising.. Late nga lang bumangon. Hahaha!

10:30AM na nga ‘yung pasok ko, 11:00AM naman akong dumating ng school. Napagalitan tuloy ako ng bestfriend ko. Pero ayos lang, first day pa naman eh. Wala pang matinong classes tsaka no show ‘yung ibang prof. Magmula nun maaga na kaming natutulog gabi-gabi para maaga akong gumising. Tsaka napagkasunduan namin na uuwi agad ako ng maaga para makapag-catch up kami kasi hindi na nagkakasundo ‘yung schedule namin lalo pa ngayon na may trabaho na siya at paiba-iba ‘yung shift. Kapag late ‘yung uwi ko, pwede niya akong pagdudahan at i-“hot seat” kasi nga girlfriend ko siya at karapatan niya ‘yun. Pero IF AND ONLY IF hindi lang ako nakapagpaalam sa kanya na late akong makakauwi, tutal alam naman niya ‘yung buong schedule ko sa sem na ‘to.

Madalas pareho kaming umuuwing pagod kaya minsan nakakatulugan ko siya pagkagaling kong school. Okay, so hindi pala “minsan” kundi “madalas.” Kaya napapadalas ‘yung tampuhan namin. Isang beses nun sa sobrang pagod namin pareho, nagkapikunan kaming dalawa. Akala ko nga nun hindi na niya ako kakausapin kasi nabwiset siya sa’kin.

SIYA: Let’s not talk tonight if you’ll just act and talk to me like that

Ang taray niya nun pramis. Nakakatakot. Hahaha. Sa sobrang inis ko rin sa kanya nun, hinayaan ko lang siya magalit sa’kin.

After 20-25mins, hindi ko rin natiis.

AKO: Gising ka pa ba?
Kung gising ka pa, can you go on Skype please?
Alam kong ayaw mo ‘kong makausap pero kahit hindi ka magsalita, ako na lang.
Aantayin kita dun bago ako kumain.
SIYA: I’m there

Pagkatapos nun naging okay din kami ulit. Hindi niya rin ako kayang tiisin eh. Masyado akong mahal. Hahaha quits lang, kasi masyado ko rin siyang mahal.

Pero hindi pa natapos dun, marami pa akong nagagawang atraso sa kanya. Mga malilit na bagay lang naman. Hindi ko alam kung maiinis ba ako sa sarili ko o matutuwa dahil dun. On the bright side kasi ‘yun lang mga nagagawa kong kasalanan. Hindi ‘yung tipong lumalandi sa iba o ano pang mortal sin na pwedeng gawin sa isang napakabuting girlfriend. On the downside naman, nakakalungkot kasi nadi-disappoint ko siya. Lagi kong sinasabing magbabago na ako, na babaguhin ko na ‘yung pagiging sobrang antukin ko’t tamad, eh kaso mahirap pa rin. Hindi pa sanay katawan ko. May matinding hangover pa ako sa bakasyon. Kaya tuloy pagkauwi ko ng bahay, tapon ng bag, tapon ng sarili sa kama, knockout na. Nakakahiya na magsorry kay Kristina, kasi halos nagiging “routine” ko na ‘yun. Puro lang ako sorry :( Nakakakonsensya na. Dapat talaga baguhin ko na ‘to kung gusto kong magwork out ang relationship namin. Not to mention, malayo pa kami sa isa’t isa..

Tsaka regular classes na next week. Dapat matino na ako, pati body clock ko. Kaya ko ‘to, mehn. Kakayanin.. para sa sarili ko, para sa kanya, para sa amin.

We’ve messaged each other minutes ago, but it already feels like hours.
We’ve talked on the line hours ago, but it already feels like days.
We’ve been officially together for 30 days, but it already feels like years.
We’ve known each other for years, but it already feels like a lifetime.

We had the “right love at the wrong time” kind of thing back when we first met. But that didn’t stop us from being attracted to one another, especially on my part. Admittedly, when I first saw you, I knew there was something about you I just couldn’t resist, yet it was also something I couldn’t quite put my finger on. Puzzled and curious as I was, I allowed my interest to take over. I took my chances in catching your attention by annoying you and playfully hitting on you. My little plan worked and I got the attention I needed. We got to talking and I pulled out all the best corny lines I could ever come up with to make you laugh and have a good time talking to me. We were talking about the most random things and we somehow instantly “clicked.” My weirdness was compatible with your weirdness as well as my humor with yours.

From that point on, we just couldn’t go on a day without talking to each other till it became part of our routine. I’d wake up in the morning, excited to talk to you about the most insignificant things and laugh about the things that went horribly wrong that day. One time you had your moment of having  a series of unfortunate events and I just laughed at you. A few days later, I ended up having the same fate. You laughed at me, too. The moment we realized we’ve been through the same sort of terrible thing, we just ended up laughing together. It’s those little things I have always loved about you—the way you just seem to get me.

Happy as were then being “more than friends but less than lovers”, we still weren’t able to avoid facing different problems. Most of the time I ended up keeping my distance from you. I never really wanted for it to happen, but due to the circumstances, I had no other choice. My mind told me it was best, but my heart always said no. It happened a few more times and I still did the same old thing. And every single time I had left you, I have always regretted it.

Fast-forwarding now—to this point in time when we’re no longer “more than friends but less than lovers” but instead, “best friends and sweet lovers”, I’m just really thankful because of you. After everything we’re been through, after everything you had to put up with me, you’re still there. Never leaving my side for anything or for anyone. You showed me patience, you shared my pain and you took them away, you gave me love.. more than I deserve, more than I need, more than I could ever ask for.

I know I’m not the perfect boyfriend and I’m far from those guys in romantic movies that say the right words at the right time to the right girl. Nor do I always charm you with my wit and humor, because I know I’m not always funny, cos even my humor takes its days off sometimes. I know I may end up saying stuff and doing things that might upset you, piss you off or make you sad, but those aren’t really my intention. Because in truth, I’m just really trying my best.. to keep you, to love you and to make you happy the way you make me happy because I feel your love as you feel mine.

I just wanna be where you are right now. Holding you, kissing you, cuddling with you, watching our favorites movies and TV shows together, listening to mushy tunes… I just want to show you how much I love you, so intensely and infinitely. I love you for a million reasons, but the main reason is because you are YOU. And there’s nothing I would want you to change about that, because you are such a wonderful person and I’m thankful that I get to see that everyday and be fortunate to call you mine.

My darling, you are my sweet angel, the one guiding me through my toughest times in this life. You are also my princess, the one I’d willingly protect and fight for. And you are my one true love, the one I know in my heart I’d be loving forevermore.

The first month was amazing. And if the first one was amazing, I wonder how amazing the next months would be like. I can’t wait to spend more days with you, months, years and a whole lifetime :) I love you, darling. Happy 1st to us both!

5th letter! That means last day na (if hindi pa kami natuloy sa pag-uwi kahapon). I probably can’t imagine my excitement right now. I’m finally coming home!

Siguro by now, kung hindi kita narereplyan o ano, walang signal kasi nagbabyahe pa kami o lowbat lang talaga phones ko. But don’t fret, once I get the chance to message you again, I will. I promise. Kahit tulog ka na, gigisingin kita. Hahaha :))

So today on this last day, I want you to listen to our favorite song cos I’ll be listening to it, too. Wala, gusto ko lang mag-sync ‘yung LSS natin sa araw na ‘to. HAHAHA! Pagbigyan mo na lang ako, okay.

• Chase Coy ft. Colbie Caillat - If The Moon Fell Down Tonight

Everytime I see your smile 
It makes my heart beat fast
And though it’s much too soon to tell
I’m hoping this will last

Cause I just always wanna have you right here by my side
The future’s near but never certain
At least stay here for just tonight

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right 
Along the way

I just can’t get you off my mind
And why would I even try? 
Cause even when I close my eyes
I dream about you all the time

I just always wanna have you right here by my side. 
The future’s near but never certain 
So please stay here for just tonight 

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right 
Along the way

And even if the moon fell down tonight
There’d be nothing to worry about at all
Because you make the whole world shine
As long as you’re here everything will be alright

I must have done something right 
To deserve you in my life
I must of done something right 
Along the way

Allow me take this chance na rin to thank you. Thank you for being so wonderful since the time we’ve been together. I know we’ve only been officially together for a few weeks but it already feels like forever. I guess that’s cos we’ve known each other for more or less 2yrs now. I’m sorry, baby, I can hardly remember. You know how bad I am with dates and all. So going back to what I was saying.. Thank you, baby, for filling my days with smiles and laughter. Thank you for the crazy butterflies I get in my tummy, for understanding me when I’m being stupid and for being patient with me when I’m hard to please (but usually it’s the other way around hahaha I love you). Thank you for giving me another chance everyday to prove to you that I can love you more and more each time. I can honestly believe that it’s possible because you give me tons of reasons to do so. You may not be perfect, but you’re the best. You’re what I want, what I need and more.

Ah, I just can’t wait to come home to you, baby :) And be able to spend time with you again, to make up for the days I wasn’t around that much. Once I’m home, I’ll be all yours. No distractions, no interruptions. It’ll be just you and me. Just us, baby.

I miss you.

I love you.

I’ll be home soon.

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Makakapanchicks na ulit ako! Kasi ikaw chick ko ;)

I’m on with my 4th letter na. I’m making progress. Yay! But I’m sorry if my letters have been a bit crappy lately. I didn’t make them to take your breath away. Hahaha. I just made them to let you know that I’m always thinking of you, that not a single day passes by without me having thoughts of you in my mind. And also to let you know na hindi ako nanchichicks. Yes, def that too.

Kung hindi tuloy uwi namin ngayon (22nd), baby, baka sa 23rd pa. I hope you’d be able to wait for me. Cos ako, hindi eh. Hindi na ako makapag-antay. I’m sure ngayong araw na ‘to mas gugustuhin ko lang na nasa bahay ako, kausap ka habang nanunuod tayo ng movie or TV show. Tapos kukulitin kita nang mga tanong ko kapag napanuod mo na ‘yun, tas sasabihin mo lang lagi sa’kin, “Baby, waaaatch.” “Watch kasi.” Or kapag pareho pa nating hindi pa napapanuod, hihirit ka ng mga panghuhula mo. Kesyo ganito, ganun ang mangyayari. Ganito, ganun si ano at si ano, tas si ano din. Hahaha. Nakakamiss pramis. Dapat pagkauwi ko, baby, gawin natin ulit ‘yun ha? Kahit may insecurities ako kay *insert name here* manunod tayo ng Finding Nemo. Hahaha inside joke.

Anyway, baby. Pwede ka na ba ulit mag-DL? Cos here are the torrents of Downton Abbey, Seasons 1-3: link :D

Ngayong Wednesday, gusto ko pakinggan mo ‘tong kantang ‘to:

• Plain White T’s - Hey There Delilah

“Don’t you worry about the distance
I’m right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it’s my disguise
I’m by your side”

As for the song of the night, I know medyo common na pero it’s one of my favorites and it’s my lullaby tonight. Sinet ko kasi ‘yung mga songs na pinamimigay ko sa’yo as my lullabies on that day :)) Baduy ko ba? Hahaha sorry na. Pagbigyan mo na ako kasi namimiss lang kita. Di bale, 1 day na lang! Or baka nga we’re already on our way home by now :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Wala nang mga chicks, mga chicken na lang.

Sana masaya araw mo today :) I hope you didn’t skip your meals. Sana enough din ‘yung tulog mo, baby. Huwag kang nagpupuyat ha. And most importantly, huwag na ‘wag mong pagpupuyatan ang ibang lalake :( Hahaha seryoso, baby. HUWAG.

May 21st na nga pala, baby. 3 araw na tayong hindi nakakapag-usap nang maayos. Kaya hindi na ako magtataka kung wala ako dun kina Auntie at nasa Mental Institution na ako. Nabaliw na yata sa sobrang pagkakamiss sa’yo. Hahaha. Malamang matindi na pangungulila ko sa’yo kaya sa tingin ko itong kantang ‘to ang bagay sa araw na ‘to:

• Michael Alvarado ft. Carissa Rae - Missin’ You Like Crazy

When we're not together I think about you all the time 
I keep your picture in my wallet to remind me that you're mine 
Life is not worth livin' unless you're right here by my side 
I'll love you now and forever and until the day I die 

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone 
I'd rather have you here with me 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

These arms they feel so empty without you here inside 
This heart it can't do nothin' without your love supply 
Your lips are so delicious, the sweetest ones I've found 
These lips they get no lovin' when you're not around 

Tired of being alone, calling you on the phone 
I'd rather have you here with me 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

Just me and my morning coffee 
Thinkin' bout how you got me 
Inside your heart, wherever you are 
Baby now don't you worry 
I'll come runnin' to you in a hurry 
When you reappear, I'll be waiting here 
and I'll be singin'... 

La La La La La La La La 
Hey baby, I'm missin' you like crazy (x2) 

Missin' you like crazy (x2)

I’ll play this song on the 21st. The whole day if kakayanin ng tenga ko. Hahaha. Pero good news, baby, 2 days na lang! :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

PS. Maraming chicks dito sa probinsya. ‘Yung sisiw.

Pang-2nd letter ko na! Yehey! Hahaha. Sana maayos ‘yung pagkaka-queue nung una at hindi mag-mix up dito o sa mga susunod pang letters.

Anyway, May 20th na. Nasa bahay na siguro kami ng auntie ko by this time. Hindi pa ‘yung nasa city. Iba naman ‘yun. Parang stopover lang namin ‘to dito. Huwag kang mag-alala, baby. Kahapon paniguradong hindi ako lumandi o nanchicks. Siguro busy ako kakabantay sa mga gamit namin or busy kakalaro ng Candy Crush. Ayun, for sure hinahabol ko pa rin level mo. (Kapag may signal o wifi, sesendan kita ng lives pramis. Pati pa bestfriend mo bibigyan ko rin. Hahaha)

Nasimulan mo na ba ‘yung Game of Thrones, baby? Magbibigay pa ba ako sa’yo ng spoilers? JK. Ayoko na magspoil baka mawalan ka ng gana manuod eh :( Basta House Targaryen tayo ha? Lol.

Oops. Muntik ko na naman makalimutan ‘yung gusto kong iparinig sa’yong kanta today. Here, baby oh:

• Ed Sheeran - Cold Coffee

“Tell me if I’m wrong
Tell me if I’m right
Tell me if you need a loving hand
To help you fall asleep tonight
Tell me if I know
Tell me if I do
Tell me how to fall in love
The way you want me to”

Sa araw na ‘to, miss na miss ko nang makasabay kang matulog tsaka ‘yung mga late night convos natin na umaabot ng umaga. Kaya pramis ko pagkauwi ko, hinding hindi kita uunahang matulog. Hahaha. Dapat ikaw muna mauna. Kasi last time bigla na lang kita iniwan para simulan ‘tong mga letters na ‘to eh. So babawi ako, mahal ko. Konting tiis na lang at hopefully makakauwi na rin ako. 3 days na lang! :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

 PS. Hindi pa rin ako nanchichicks.

I’m writing this letter at around 2:30AM in the morning of May 18th. I know you probably think I’m already fast asleep. I’m sorry, hun. I just made it seem so para magkaroon ako ng time na sumulat nitong mga letters. Yes, you read that right. “Letters.” I’ll make 5 letters and let you read them one day at a time. Lakas ba maka-P.S. I Love You? Hahaha. Kasi nga diba, aalis ako sa Sunday (May 19th) papunta sa probinsya kasama si Mommy. Malabong makapag-online ako lagi o makapag-keep in touch sa’yo for almost a week. Kaya naisipan kong sumulat na lang ng letters para alam mong kahit wala akong iniiwang message sa’yo sa inbox mo, alam mo pa ring iniisip kita sa mga oras na binabasa mo na ‘to. (Pasensya na muna sa confusion ko kung ano’ng tense ng verb ang gagamitin. Kung future ba o present. Lol, ang hirap pala mag-time travel, kahit through letters lang.)

*** Teka, break, break. 3:03AM nagmessage ka sa’kin. Nagtanong ka kung tinulugan na naman ba kita. Hahaha it worked ***

By Sunday, mababasa mo na siguro ‘to kung tama ‘yung pagkaka-queue ng mga post ko. So by Sunday, paalis na kami ni Mom, either papuntang pier or nasa gitna na ng karagatan. Hahaha. Sorry, natatawa ako sa word na “karagatan.” Ang weird ko na naman ba? :( Medyo deep kasi ‘yung word, e syempre deep rin ‘yung karagatan.. literally. LOL! So gets mo kung bakit natatawa ako dun, diba? Hahaha no? Shut up. I’m sure you do. Kasi mababaw ka rin tulad ko eh. Kaya ‘di tayo pwede maging “karagatan” kasi nga “malalim” ‘yun. Hahaha ayoko na nga. Awat na sa kakornihan ko. Balik na sa gusto ko mangyari sa first letter na ‘to. Sa araw na ‘to, gusto ko pakinggan mo ‘tong kantang ‘to:

• Nick Santino - Call Me Maybe (cover)

Bakit ‘yan, baby? Kasi diba nakasanayan na natin na before ako tatawag sa’yo, babanat muna akong, “Can I call you, maybe?” tas lalandi ka sa’kin pabalik tsaka kita tatawagan :”> Hahaha. I chose that kasi sa araw na ‘to, paniguradong miss na miss ko na boses mo.

Hindi bale, baby. Pagkauwi ko, kakausapin agad kita. End ko na ‘tong first letter ko. Abangan mo na lang ‘yung iba, mahal ko. 4 days na lang! :)

Yours and yours alone,
Jeff

P.S. Hindi ako nanchicks.

Next time ko na sasagutin ibang TAs kasi aalis muna ako to visit my lolo sa cemetery :) Bye guys! Tutuloy ko na rin next time ‘yung check/follow blogs na matagal nang pending. Hahaha. Sige, laters!

Gusto kitang dalhin kung saan ako lumaki. Gusto kong makita mo kung ano ‘yung mga bagay na humubog sa buo kong pagkatao at sa kung sino man ako ngayon. Gusto kitang dalhin sa mga paborito kong lugar, sa kung saan ako namamasyal nung bata pa ako, kung saan ako unang nadapa, nagkasugat at nagkaroon ng mga masasayang alaala. Gusto kong pagsaluhan natin ‘yung mga dating alaala ko habang gumagawa tayo ng mga bago. Gusto ko rin sanang dalhin mo ‘ko sa kung saan ka lumaki, gusto ko rin makita kung ano ‘yung mga bagay na bumuo sa pagkatao mo, sa pagkatao ng taong pinakamamahal ko.

1. Don’t forget to say thank you to the teacher being assigned in your polling precinct.
2. Kapag kamukha ng ex mo, ‘wag mong iboto. JK. Pero ikaw.. boto mo ‘yan.
3. Huwag kalimutan mag-ayos bago pumunta sa polling precinct, wala lang, baka dun mo makita ‘yung true love mo.
4. Maligo, magtoothbrush at magdeodorant bago bomoto. Please lang.
5. Shade clockwise once, shade counter-clockwise twice. Wala lang, just in case bored ka.
6. Huwag matakot magtanong nang pa-cute sa mga election volunteers. Na-inform ka na, nakalandi ka pa. Sulit.
7. Siguraduhing maayos ang kuko bago i-post sa Instagram.
8. Huwag ma-tempt na mag “connect the dots” sa balota. Hindi ganun ang mechanics.
9. Maraming babae ang magtatanong kung, “Pasok na ba?” kaya ‘wag ma-offend, guys.
10. Kapag kinakabahan ka, ‘wag masyado gamitin ang “inhale-exhale” method. Baka marami ang hindi naligo.
11. Huwag maghanap ng “Birthday Party” sa mga party list. Walang ganun. Baka sa susunod na halalan pa.
12. Don’t vote wisely! (Reverse psychology. Baka mas maganda ang resulta.)

I wanna make things clear. What me and MissKhae had was a mere misunderstanding. She did tell me about her feelings toward me but unfortunately, I couldn’t reciprocate them because during those “8mos” (according to her) I was in and out of a relationship with my previous girlfriend. She knew that. Even she was in and out of a few relationships herself during that period of time and even until now. I’m not really sure but it’s what I have read based on her posts. So basically, it was a one-sided sort of thing. Even though she’s hella pretty, sexy, smart and funny, I just couldn’t seem to be more than friends with her. I just couldn’t teach my heart to feel the same way she did. She knew that but she kept telling me that it was okay, that it was fine with her. So I allowed it. But I never thought she’d misunderstood our situation eventually. Cos a few months later, I said something that “led” her on. It was a joke and was clearly taken out of context, hence creating a sort confusion between me and Khae. I guess that’s why she said we we’re “almost” there. But we weren’t. And we cleared that out last night or the other night. I can’t remember cos my memory sucks. I already apologized to her and so did she.

Anywho, I just wanted to share my side of the story. So people would stop asking Khae questions because me and Kristina (kayepooot) are getting quite affected with what we’re seeing. But things are okay between me and Khae. I guess. So, I hope you guys will just leave it as that and just mind your own business.

That half-hearted struggle to stop your relatives from giving you money.

“No no, really no, I won’t take it, please no…okay thanks.”

I know it must be hard feeling “different” or “insecure” but there’s no need for you to feel that way. I really wish you had more confidence in yourselves. Not solely on your looks but also on who you are as a person. Because appearance is only one aspect. There’s so much more to a girl than just her looks. Just because she isn’t someone’s ideal girl, doesn’t mean she’s not as beautiful as anyone else. See, that’s the problem with a lot of people — in their mind, they have this idea or standard of “beauty” and whatnot. When in reality, you don’t need to be physically appealing to be appreciated. Our eyes lie to us. When you really get to know someone, you start to actually see what they’re really about. Something your eyes can’t show you. We all get old and our bodies age. Who cares if she doesn’t get hit on. Someone who can truly see her for who she is will eventually come.

Don’t pay attention to what society labels you. What you should be more concerned about is your character because your character will tell us who you really are. A down-to-earth girl with a genuine personality is someone truly worth having. Besides, one of the sexiest curves on a girl is her smile, so put a smile on. You’re beautiful and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise :)

Sincerely,

Me

“Long Distance Relationship aren’t always ideal. In fact, they’re really tough. You spend countless of hours just talking through a phone or through a screen. You can’t see the person when you want to or when you most need them.. You can’t hug, you can’t hold hands, you can’t kiss. You lose the intimacy in a physical sense. But then, Your relationship becomes based on each other and nothing else.

You learn to communicate,because a long-distance relationship without communication is nothing. You learn to trust, because you can’t always see or know everything the person is doing. You learn to sacrifice, because someone’s always going to lose a bit of sleep from the time difference. And lastly, you learn to appreciate. So often, we take for granted the people and relationships in our lives because we think they’ll always be there. But When you only have a limited amount of time with a person, you learn to appreciate and cherish every single moment you have with them.

When you finally see that person after weeks or months of seeing them only through a computer screen, it is one of the greatest feelings in the world. When you’ve waited for something so long and you finally have it, you cherish it. The key to a long-distance relationship is faith. If both of you are not willing to give up, if both of you are willing to stand up and still try after every time one of you or both of you fall.

‘Distance isn’t for the fearful, it’s for the bold.’ It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for the little time with the one they love. It’s for knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.”

BABY: Fine. Your toys are yours. Di ko papakealaman :)))
^Tama ba yun. Papakealaman?
Parang may sobra, baby?
:))

ME: Tama naman yata?
Teka, nakakabulol eh
Pa-pa-ke-a-la-man
Tama baby. Tama!!!! HAHAHAHAHA

BABY: I’m staring at it
Okayyyy :)))))))))

ME: Hahahaha happens to me with the word: “mamamayan”
OMG SO MANY “MAMA”
In my head, I go like, “mamamamamamayan”

BABY: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Mamamayan
Hahahahahaa

ME: Hahahahahaha stahp
=))))))))))
Parang Last Word Syndrome. HAHAHAHA

BABY: Yung pakealaman talaga ako nagugulo
Kasi minsan feeling ko papakealamanan
What
Baby :| HAHAHAHAHAHA
Is there such word?
Papakealamanan
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

ME: Pahabain pa natin ‘yan. Gawa tayong sentence:

Huwag sanang papakealamanan ng mga mamamayanan ang what omg I can’t

BABY: Hahahahahahahahahahah
Nakakasagabal or nakakasabagal
Huhuhuhu
Bulol :((

ME: Hahahahahahahahahaha nakakasabagal?
Shit
Now I’m confused
=)))))))))))))))))))
They all sound so wrong!

BABY: Ehhhh :| HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Baby. Nakakapagpabagabag
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Why did I even start with this

ME: OMG WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME
THESE WORDS
THESE WORDSSSSS

BABY: That’s right diba?
Or wrong?

ME: Nakakapagbagabagabag? Damn it. I know you like bags but you don’t have to put them in your sentences!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BABY: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Is it bag? :| Not pag?
Baby HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ME: Idk, do they cost the same?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BABY: Hahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

ME: HAHAHAHAHA WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE I LVOE YOU GAHD
LOVE YOU* :|
Taena. Is it “lvoe” or “love”?
I’m not sure anymore
:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

BABY: I’m not doing anything. I was just confused
It’s loev.

ME: I knew it! I loev yuo vrey mchu.

BABY: Hahahahahah read it baby. It’s loev
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Landi. Loev. Hahahahahahaha
Shet.
Baby read it out loud HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I’m dying here. Penge air. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ME: Hahahahaha loev yuo, yuo dyselxic hoitte!

I love hearing the sound of your voice in the late hours of the night. When I should be sleeping but instead our secret talks keep me up. I don’t mind that I’ll be tired or that it’s getting late, all I really want is to stay curled up in bed, listening to the soothing sound of your sweet voice in my ear. Making me want to be by your side, wanting so desperately to kiss you goodnight. And when we finally say our goodbyes, all I want is for it to be in person. To lightly kiss those lips goodnight and fall asleep happy.