I love hearing the sound of your voice in the late hours of the night. When I should be sleeping but instead our secret talks keep me up. I don’t mind that I’ll be tired or that it’s getting late, all I really want is to stay curled up in bed, listening to the soothing sound of your sweet voice in my ear. Making me want to be by your side, wanting so desperately to kiss you goodnight. And when we finally say our goodbyes, all I want is for it to be in person. To lightly kiss those lips goodnight and fall asleep happy.

• GUY 1: Why do you like her?
• GUY 2: Well, she's nice, smart, funny, talented, sweet and thoughtful.
• GUY 1: But I thought you said you hated her, too?
• GUY 2: Not "hate." That's such a strong word, man. Let's just say I don't like the way she nags at me, the way she asks me questions in an accusing manner, the way she gets jealous with my friends, especially if they're girls. I don't like it when she gets mad at me and ignores me when I try to ask her what I did wrong. I don't like it she acts all superior and such a know-it-all most of the time. I don't like how she always brags about this and that when there's nothing really much to brag about.
• GUY 1: So, tell me, why are you still with her? Why can't you just break it off with her and find someone else?
• GUY 2: Because I love her.
• GUY 1: How can you love someone like that? I mean, based on what you said earlier, you seem to hate her more than you like her. So how is that possible? How can you love her?
• GUY 2: I.. I don't know. Maybe because despite the fact that I hate it when she nags at me, I still think she just doesn't want me to mess things up like I often do. Maybe because despite the fact that I hate it when she seems to accuse me with things, she just doesn't want to be lied to and I think she only deserves the truth. Maybe because despite the way she gets so freakishly jealous of almost everyone I'm with, I think she's just afraid to lose me. Maybe because despite the way she acts cold towards me when I've done her wrong, I can't help but think it's her way of telling me to figure things out on my own — what I've done and what I'm supposed to do about it. Maybe because despite the fact that she's one boastful girl, she has every right to feel proud about what she has and who she is because she works hard to get them and she worked hard enough to get to where she is right now. And I should feel proud of her. No, I feel proud of her. Because she's a great person and I'm the one who's lucky to have her. It shames me to think that I even dared to complain about those little things when all she's ever been to me is one amazing girlfriend.

I’ve come to realize you will always be in my heart, you will always be on my mind. But that’s okay. That doesn’t make me pathetic. It doesn’t mean I can’t move on with my life. It just means that you will always be a part of me, and I just need to learn to live with that. I need to learn how to live with only the memory of you in my heart. And I think I’m starting to be okay with that. I hope one day I will forget you, but like anything in life, I’m not going to sit around and wait for it to happen. I need to move on. And that’s what I’m going to do.

You might wanna listen to these:

• Will.I.Am ft. Justin Bieber - #ThatPower [download]
• The Saturdays ft. Sean Paull - What About Us [download]
• Pitbull ft. Christina Aguilera - Feel This Moment [download]
• The White Panda - Midnight Life (Kanye West x M83) [download]
• Demi Lovato - Heart Attack [download]
• Artist Vs Poet - Runaway [download]
• The Summer Set - Boomerang [download]
• Bei Maejor ft. Justin Bieber & Juicy J - Lolly [download]
• Robin Stjernberg - You [download]
• Lykke Li - Dance Dance Dance [download]
• Andy Grammer - We Could Be Amazing [download]

MUST HAVE:

• OneRepublic’s Native album [torrent file]

REMINDER:

To play/download songs, simply click on the link. Right-click on the audio player and then hit “save video as..” Make sure to save it as an MP3 file. You’re welcome.

Anyway, here are the previous lists: Song Suggestions:

#18, #17, #16, #15, #14, #13, #12, #11, #10, #9, #8, #7, #6, #5, #4, #3, #2, #1

The songs on my current playlist are as follows:

• 2AM Club - Too Fucked Up To Call
• 2AM Club ft. Dev - Mary
• 2AM Club - Love Notes
• Hoodie Allen ft. Chiddy - Fame Is For Assholes
• Maroon 5 - Until You’re Over Me