Not a single day passes by without you ever crossing my mind. Thoughts of you keep lingering in my head, the memories that we shared and everything that grew between us. I’ve always thought about the friendship we held and the moments where we laughed together, cried together, and were together. At that point in our lives, we never thought we would fall in love with each other. We saw our intentions and we saw the connection that was gently building up between us. It was unexpected, a love that grew out of us and bound us together to give us something special. I’ve never felt so surprised in my life but I was happy how it turned out. And when it happened, it pushed aside the distance, the pessimistic ideas that it wouldn’t work, that we couldn’t make it work. And every day I wish it stayed that way for a very long time until I could see you… until I could be with you.
But as soon as things came to an end, it was hard to see everything slip right in front of me. To see that everything we’ve built was blown away like dust on top of a surface. It was painful to feel the emotions slowly fade and to feel my heart slowly beating until it could barely do so. But as days passed by, I fully regained who I was, I regained everything I thought I’ve lost forever. And now it’s been a while since I’ve held an actual conversation with you. In so far, I’ve been okay. Not totally fine, just okay.
Looking back, we’ve really changed no matter how much we don’t realize it. Our past helped strengthen us and developed us into something we never thought we’d become. I’m just so glad I was given the chance to meet you, get to know you, and fall in love with you. Without all of this, I never would have realized how much I learned from you and myself. I never thought I would see this other side of me and the changes I’ve made to myself. Everything we’ve been through was a learning process with all the good and bad that went with it. It was truly an experience that no one will ever know but you and me.
So, for all you’ve done and for everything else, I just wanna say thank you. I’m forever grateful and because of that, you will always be in my heart no matter what.